2 females attraction
So I am a married woman who experienced a massive crush with another married woman.
She was very accepting and welcoming..we would chat and have a tea sometimes..never talked openly about our feelings but I was really open saying how I lost my appetite how I cant sleep at nights etc. to which she wasnt openly replying why and why not prolly because it was obvious…she was very warm and accepting..so one day I felt too much intensity of emotions and feeling and simply confessed to her over the fb messenger that I am having a crush on her. And last thing I said was “lets help each other to overcome this situation wisely”. To which her reply was of” course lets try , we can be civil but friendship is not an option. ”
I almost died after this answer…where is that person who was all accepting and welcoming against all odds suddenly wrote me this?(( I kept messaging her on fb ..and sent her flowers to the workplace to wchi she didnt react. The next day she said “she is uncomfortable and doesnt want to continue conversation”, she blocked me on the phone and over applications too.
I am trying to understand what went wrong? I secretly feel that my last message “about being wise” gave her an impression of that “intimacy wont happen” and she just decided to leave the situation completely. She was very preserved and never during virtual messaging a or texting left any comment that could have been used against her being flirty or whatsoever…but in reality oh that eyes…she was totally totally into me. Now I am heartbroken. WHy she didnt even choose a friendship???:(