Children of Drug Addicts!
Being an addict myself it is hard to watch my child being an addict! I can’t say I was the best but I can say I’ve learnt and tried! I have given all I have and I have nothing, I’ve Loved all I can and will never stop, I can no longer enable when it can’t enable myself! How does a mother turn away a child that is their world! You distance yourself but you can’t stay away!
The more you give they say you’re enabling, but you can’t help yourself. You put yourself at risk trying to lead them to the right path. You’ve been there and done that, but you can’t tell them they must learn on their own. Maybe you were smarter, not really but maybe cause they’ll die and you didn’t you beg for help and nobody shows up. You feel your more lost than them but how can you be. I’m just hoping that there’s a spark turn around, a sense of being that they will find to give them light!
My child has overdosed 8 X I don’t think he has a ninth.