I’m not going to make it a long post, i just need to vent, and get some advice.
My husband and I do not get along lately. we have 3 young kids, 2 girls 1 boy.
I stay home and take care of them, as with everything else around the house.
It’s tough, mentally it’s draining. I’m struggling.
We fight often, stupid things. But when he gets going he goes, he says the meanest things all the time, has called me every name, tells me to get a job, and help finacially. I would love nothing more to go back to work but I can’t. we would lose money putting them in childcare. I feel like i have failed, this is said often along with other horrible things. yes yes i do infact call him names too,(nothing wild). lol
At what point do you just wall away? I have mentally had enough and I just don’t care anymore because I am unhappy. He refuses to give up, but it is the same BS everytime. it’s more exhausting than the kids. It’s like you become numb to the things being said to you, It seems impossible to forgive and forget at this point after years of dealing with this. suggestions? we have done counseling a few times, didn’t help a whole lot, we went on a short trip, it was fun but then back to the same stuff when we got back. i give up. at this point im only here for the kids, I have nowhere to live or a place i could even afford.