I am coming out of a relationship of that… in all honesty I knew was bad. The things I’ve seen. Dealt I know are things no one should ever have to deal with. I’ve wanted and hoped that things would get better. I don’t even think the reasons we fought are my fault. I don’t think I was being a terrible person. But I got treated bad.
Not much the point. I stuck through. That’s my problem.
What do I do now.
We have kids together. I walk around my house and stop for a moment and realize he’s not coming back. Why aren’t I happy? After what I’ve been through. I’ve lost the majority of my contacts/relationships vowing everything to him.
I have no social life.
I feel like i just keep wondering, am I gunna feel better?
Is this the right choice? What now? What if I could have fixed it? So many questions. #heartbreak