I’m a mom of 2 little ones, 11 months and 2.5 years. i have no help from anyone except my bf wheb he is able to.
I’m losing my mind, im struggling, im upset and sad, i know they’re feeding off my behaviour, i find myself losing my marbles on the oldest, she doesn’t listen at all. i scream at her when i get to my low point because i just can’t do it anymore. i wanna give up, but i can’t, we cant afford childcare to have a break. anyone else in the same boat?
I feel like a horrible mom sometimes because i can’t be there mentally 100%. i love them, but sometimes i miss just having my own free time with no kids. just wanted to vent, see if anyone is feeling the same way. covid doesn’t help either since we can’t go out and do things. (we are outside everyday, but the same routine and same things are getting boring.
Thanks for reading.